I usually don't and won't do a double blog but I figured that if I did, it would exorcise my demons a little. Plus, it keeps me practicing with improving my writing skills.

So I wish I could go see a movie today but I'm a little short on my funds these days so I will just wait until maybe a matinee in the future. I want to see The Hangover since it looks like some crazy humor that I would enjoy. I like Zack Galifanakis, too, as a comedian/performance artist. He is a little bit on the edge of…

I'm unbelievably tired and unmotivated today. That is strange because I finally got a decent night's rest last night. Sometimes it happens, I guess. I suppose I wish I were working right now.

My moods really do piss me off, especially when I have been working hard to get in shape and end my addictions. I have been nicotine free and caffeine free for over two weeks now and this is the thanks I get. But maybe it was because of my intense sauna session I had on Tuesday. I think I was there too long. But from that, my…

Now that I'm back to work, my mind is a little at ease. I think that is the best reason for work, anyway, if it isn't what you exactly love. It is better than idling around letting your mind become redundant and stuck in an eddy.

The work was simple enough; just making cakes and cookies. I was training a girl that I had worked with the previous season and she has the same perverted mind as I do in some ways, so we get along good. I was careful to teach her right which takes some time and was…

So I had the bad news of telling my friend yesterday that I couldn't go to Bonnaroo with him. He had invited me and would have paid my ticket which is really nice. It was just a matter of my commitments(bills and jobs) that took me away. There are a number of bands I would loved to have seen especially Santogold but, alas, that cannot be done.

When you get older, most people have to deal with more responsibility. These things make it difficult for flexibility if you are like me and have taken many loads along the road of…

I think there are forces out their that act on us when we as beings don't want or need it. Something that prevents us from getting things done or having things screw up in inappropriate times. The opposite energy can be in force too but I know in my life that I am plagued with forces that keep me from being active. And when you are at your worse, it can be more difficult to get out of such an energy, hence depression.

I mention this in the paragraph above because as I was feeling that I have a handle…

I feel ready for bed for sure after today's fun Gilad workout. He really put my arms and abs through the wringer. I did it at 11 pm tonight but that doesn't bother with me sleeping since my bones are wore out to the core. They will be sore but stronger in the future.

My sister's dog escaped today and that was a bit of a hassle but taken care of. The silly dog ran about 3 miles from home base. I guess she was trying to find her mom since they had moved only 2 days ago. She broke…

So I was planning on only seeing "Up" today and it was very good. Computer animation is so damn detailed now with the textures on clothing and the dimensions it takes you can be similar to a rollercoaster ride. In fact, there were so many scenes that were 'grip your seat' that it was made "Up" a cool physical experience along with the little senitmentalities that run through out, too. It was funny and not only for the kids but for the adults and I guess especially for parents and couples(you'd have to see it to know what I'm talking…

I decided to write a journal entry because I just didn't feel like it. I don't think I have something like writer's block but I do have something like "I don't feel like it" way too much. So to try to end that, this is my attempt at a remedy.

Right now watching the Oblongs on Adult Swim and I do think these weird cartoons take me to places that I am natural in mentally. I like weird. Simple as that. Not kitsch weird but clever weird. A lot of people do use that as a derogatory word but I…

I thought I better put an entry in before bed. Just got done watching some Flaming Lips live on Youtube. I have to admit that I love Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots and The Soft Bulletin but have not heard much of the other stuff to have an opinion. From what I heard from The Wand, it was pretty good.

I say I'm going to make this short because Im going to sleep early again. I have been used to going to bed at 3am for the last month and it was becoming ultra comfortable for me. Now Im going…

Memorial Day is a strange holiday to me. I don't think I could ever want to fight in wars over certain ideologies or thing I will never understand but I do appreciate the fact that there is people that are willing to die for a cause. Hopefully, one day, the powers that be will see that war is not necessary to keep the masses at bay or to legitimize their strength. Anyway, My grandfathers served and have had uncles serve in Viet Nam and some friends go to the shitfest that was Iraq.

So I will be having a BBQ…