laara_cHojtlåda
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darkmetal017 Hmm well said =) and yes definitely when i close my eyes, i always feel like i will never open them again, that this is it, it was all a dream it is all a dream, a crawling worm in a world of lies, 2012 has been very mediocre for me, Ive stopped talking to people, i have become somewhat of a recluse, staying in my own world worshiping my music, i feel as if music is the only friend i have, sometimes i wish i could disappear, wow those are absolutely beautiful pictures Lara, your heart and soul must be so clean, living in such a beautiful place, i really do believe you live in a mecca of absolute beauty, i really hope things turn for the best for you my friend =) you deserve it, you are very right i have utter disgust for more than 90% of humans, ive pretty much cut of all my ties with humans keeping to myself now mostly, but even then i always seem to find people that are truly worth talking too =)
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darkmetal017
Beautiful Lara =) IT has been so long since we have talked, I am doing fine I am trying to enjoy summer, going to the lake alot going fishing, i try to go swimming everyday, im about to go exploring again in the forest close to my house, every time i go i find a new treasure, a new hidden path, my dreams are going good, now more than ever my sole dream is to come to Brazil and explore your gorgeous country, that is what i am saving up for right now, my thoughts hmm, i think alot about people in general, that they destroy all that is beautiful with no regrets, my goal right now is to buy a nice boat so i can go out on the sea and explore the wonderful water around me, what are your dreams and goal? it is so good to hear from you, sorry i havent talked to you in so long, but i get very excited when i hear from you =) I hope your doing well and enjoying your beautiful country Lara =) What do you think of when lying int he dark, what goes through your mind when you close your eyes?
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Bruno3000rock oi,td bem,add (= Panic! At the Disco <3 <3 é ótimo! e seu gosto Musical tanbem =D Super XD
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darkmetal017
Lara =) sorry for the late reply, i have been quite busy and while others i give one sentence responses you are worth much more than that so i don't like giving brief responses, how was your vacation im guess ing you have come back by now, i have been very busy with work and classes, though for some reason i do not feel satisfied with life at all, i will be going on vacation soon, i believe that will remedy it, i have been going to the lake allot more lately i do not know why, but less and less people i talk to know, only a few special ones that stand out to me, i hope you are not too bored, i seem to always be bored when i am amongst something that is man-made that is not organic but when it is organic my stress melts away and i feel so much better. Anything new? What have you explored lately?
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AndreNWOBHM huahua' praticamente todos os dias hein? rs'
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AndreNWOBHM
na verdade durou umas três semanas, as compras da internet é que foram expressas ! Se pudesse eu teria ido no dia do Red Hot Chili Peppers e você?
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ironboy68 nice to meet ya! :D
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AndreNWOBHM
Ihh, quase consigo, mas os ingressos acabaram mais rápido do que eu previa, quando me dei conta não tinha ingresso nenhum a venda !
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AndreNWOBHM
Eu vou bem, vai no rock in rio ?
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darkmetal017
How goes all=) been a while, hows summer treating you? how are you? do anything unique lately?
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darkmetal017
My birthday was on may 10, did not celebrate just went to the lake alone and spent some time thinking, Chapada is a haven , it always has been and always will, i have a fee week in August and will be going to Brazil again, this time i will definitely explore even further, its simplicity is amazing yet so ironic because their are so many facets to it =)
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darkmetal017
Laara! hey=) how goes all dream, im telling you Bahia is so beutiful it is a dream world, all that i dream is all that it is,i wonder what it feels like walking barefoot the beautiful earth kissing your feet, the smell of nature scratching at your nose, Pratinha is a haven, it should be recommended as prescription, for its beauty is healing, things are going good, exam week so alot of studying to do everyday, its getting hotter now, my birthday is coming up ill be 19 so i feel kinda old lol, i really want to go to brazil this summer, it calls to me, i want to smell the air, breath it through my lungs, i want to go into the caves and explore to my hearts content, Bahia is gorgeous but now i know that the people tht live their are even more gorgeous =)
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darkmetal017
Laara...Pratinha bahia is absolutely gorgeous, i must go their! it is everything i dream about every single day, i have gone to the caves of australia and the pale in comparison to this place, How do you get their? what do you do their? i ask alot of question lol but as always you never stop intriguing me =)
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darkmetal017
Hey Laara =) how goes all, easter yes not a big fan of it but you know it a holiday and it is best to make the most out of it, so i always try to do that,week was quit bad had several surprises some people i was so wrong about it frightened me, you walk around trying to find a trash can too!!!?? lol i always do that, if i cant find one ill hold the trash till i leave the beach and then throw it away lol, the beach gets somewhat choppy as you go further out, so you have to be careful and use your energy wisely or exhaustion slowly seeps in, Did you go to the farm? where did you sit? what do you think? Tell me how goes all? take care of yourself =)
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darkmetal017
Hey dream =) so sorry for the late reply, had a emergency this week, plus college has gotten really busy, had to let go of a few friends to, or so who i thought were my friends, crowded beaches disgust me , the biggest problems is people but also how much trash is on the beach,these people dont care that the earth has given them so much and they treat it like trash? Every time i go to a crowded beach which is not very often i end up trying to clean the beach, because i feel so bad and would like to do my part to clean nature up. my family owns a beach house in Florida , it is in a secluded place with a few houses and beach is just pure blue for miles and miles if you take a boat out you can see the bottom from more than 35 feet of water, i do go out their alone with my scuba diving stuff and explore, their are a few small caves underwater which i have explored their mystery is my thrist for exploration, it is very fun but very tiring, but i love it, i wish every beach was this clean =)
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darkmetal017
I do have several other pets, i treat them like humans, talk to them respect them and truly i have learned so much from them, the rabbit is quit delicate and yes god their urine is very acidic, whats up with that? Oh yeah i love extreme sports i feel i am most alive when i am closest to my demise, Do you like the ocean? Do you swim? What do you dislike, what disgusts you?
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darkmetal017
Sorry for the late response been busy, just didnt want to give you a short dumb response,Parties disgust me with a passion every time i am invited to a party and for some reason i do go, i sit outside away from humans in the pure of nature, where i feel i belong, all the ignorance and hatred i would like to be far from it, Music is probably my greatest passion,the guitar, i love extreme sports sky diving,bungee-jumping etc etc, i have a pet rabbit atm and hes so fluffy and cute =) i dont watch tv, but i love the internet =)
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darkmetal017
Brazil is sitting right on the equator so yes it does seem like the gates of hell open up lol =) I Was born and lived in Canada for a couple years so all i felt was the pure unchained cold, Texas is hot plus where i live it is very dry hot the weather is very sporadic though, it will snow one day and the next day it will be 50 Celsius lol, things are going good busy with classes, life is very boring atm i need some change! What is your passion, what makes your heart beat faster, mines cars,music, books, the occult,nature and a few other ones =)
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darkmetal017
People will be more open minded, but unfortunately i am afraid that this change will take a very long time and you or I will not be their to see it, do you have spring break right now? If so how is it going? =)
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darkmetal017
Very true, perfectly said =) It seems to me this world is just completely superficial, and most people i meet, who I have known for ten years or more, have sadly no influence on my life, their fakeness and ignorance, is just astonishing, most think they have done nothing wrong, they are so conceited, but you,i am very glad i met, it gives me hope, that if i open my eyes their are truly worthwhile and stunning people in this world, that is why i like to talk to everyone, because you will always find a gem amongst the bland and sold out people. =)
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darkmetal017
Thats what i like so much about you, just one of your so many wonderful aspects, you cherish your old friends and are welcome to new ones, Honestly, sometimes my close friends can be so different than what they usually are, they'll do something so terrible, i dont even recognize them anymore, true friendship is nearly dead,i havent made a true physical friend who i love like family for so long, i do not know when i will again, but i still wait, i know their are people out their far greater than me who can teach me so much, you for example have taught me alot=)
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darkmetal017
I saw pictures of the carnival, it looks mesmerizing, so beautiful i wish i could be their =) How come you did not attend the festival, a yes people are a massive problem, their ignorance is down right frustrating, but i still like to talk to anyone who wants to talks to me, of course of the thousands of people i have met, only about three are my true close friends. =)
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darkmetal017
They will, the Brazilian are a truly intriguing and docile people, truly stunning =) School can and will get crazy at times, but hey that's why the call it school lol =) College is going good, so hectic, so much studying, but i love it, i am taking a lot of environmental classes and its simply great, the people are great, i love meeting people from different faiths and countries, in box me the link i really want to read tht book =)
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darkmetal017
Hey=) sorry for my dumbness but i could not understand your last post lol, anyway how goes all, I want to go to Brazil so bad, its so beautiful! How is school going?
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darkmetal017
Unfortunately the book is nowhere to be find, cant even find it online! =( i will keep looking though, I abhor parties with a passion, noting disgusts me more, its just a huge turn down for me the ignorance and hatred just i cant deal with it, good day have a fun weekend!=)
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darkmetal017
Well it comes down to preference, you should do what you like, and i see that is what you are doing which is good =) In urban areas leather face is not spoken of much, but out in the country, especially the extremely old school towns you will hear a lot of him, especially since it is a true story, a lot of the older people can relate to it and tell stories of the time and all what is true and what is not, sometimes when i go into the really old towns, where all their are old people and no law or police out really far in the country in Texas it can get intimating, some of them have never even seen immigrants! They might look at us with disgust or some are super nice, bit still their are those who proudly hang their confederate flags and are for slavery, its whatever you know =) take it how you want, but most of the people are very nice and interesting and know so much about nature =)
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Holdmaown oh god, thanx for add, you're beatifull, you know, and charts are nice) how are you?
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darkmetal017
I completely understand, honestly to me i know this sounds horrible but a humans pain is nothing to me, but even if i see a little rabbit in pain , i quench with misery for i just cant see that, so you want to be a pathologist, awesome very interesting field =)
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darkmetal017
So school. do you want to be a certain type of vet like open up your own hospital or just be a vet
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darkmetal017
Ok good =) thats awesome, bet he looks stunning, bats are so unique i like them a lot, you have inspired me to find a bat now too! =)
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darkmetal017
by the way sorry if i offended you in anyway, did not mean that in anyway
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darkmetal017
Well i did say between 14-18, so i was close but yes i was off completely of too! I am 18 lol, the way you talked is how i talk so i thought you were older haha, so what did you do with the bat? Where did you put the bat? The alcohol bath must make it look really cool=)
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darkmetal017
Hmmm, well ok, that picture of you, you are very pretty you are between 14-18, i would say you are seventeen, and i will read that book =)
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darkmetal017
I can get a Portuguese to English dictionary to read it, which is fine by me, anything you suggest i know will be more than wonderful, you know what i would do the exact same thing if i found a bat, your curiosity is very likable for it reminds me of myself, if i got the forest around 2 to 3 in the morning their is a spot far in the forest, where bats roam, it is absolutely wonderful, never have i found a dead bat though =)
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darkmetal017
Well it tried to find the book everywhere online, i even looked at my college database but cannot find it =( Baby Bat! Uhh your my hero! You never stop amazing me! Tell me more about this! =)
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The_Pumpkin pink froid
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darkmetal017
Really! Which book is this, im sure it is in English too, i am always curious to increase my knowledge on the psychology of serial killers because sometimes their sheer technicality can be astonishing, How are things going with you?
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darkmetal017
Yep, and i think that is awesome, I have a severe interest in Asylums, I have read books on the Mentally unstable and the begging years of treatment in the lat 1800s and early 19th century it is truly grotesque and twisted i love it, i have come to be very fond of the human mind and how fucked up it can be, but yes gore and all is absolutely great =)
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darkmetal017
I honestly do not know what my religion is, I dislike pink with a passion to, Atrology, ever since i was a child, i have pandered on the mass of space above us, my thirst for knowledge and curiosity fueled me to learn more about the wonderful beyond, yet i never filled my curiosity and to this day read up on the wonderful stars and astrology, Books! I love books, i have a soft spot for horror fiction, will read anything on that topic, plus i like the stories of past of pirates and what not, in non fiction i love to read about the relationship between different religions and love to read up on countries that i have not been to yet =)
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darkmetal017
Theirs nothing wrong with the way you type =) I like it, your wonderful and i would not change a thing about you, even for the world, There it is! That is why i consider you so original and intriguing you stop to find out how people are, you don't judge them, that is so rare, people judge so much by appearance, but you get to know the other person and listen to their ideals, it is truly hard to find this in the sea of bland and superficiality, When you added me i looked at your music compatibility but then i saw your other web pages and realized their is so much more to you and i want to know about it =)
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darkmetal017
I guess its cause your not mainstream =) You are original, very unique, but in the best possible way, the pics you have on your other web pages are a part of you, but their is so much more to you, you stop to take in life for what it truly is, I have met thousands of people and besides you have only met one other person like you, but she is still not as original as you, it is delightful to talk to you, The way you talk is also very nice, I dunno i guess you just out shine the rest of us, you are on of those people who i could sit and listen too for hours, i knew from the day you added me that their was more to your but i had not yet found out yet, you never cease to amaze me =)
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darkmetal017
A yes civilization, ruins the most glorious of what nature has to give us =/ I go in the forest alone, which is dumb I have gotten hurt many a times, I used to g with my friend but he does not like to go anymore =( I completely understand what you mean,, I would be more than glad to take you =) their are so many wonderfully secluded spots in the rain forest it will take your breath away for no man has damaged its honesty and beauty, your are a very intriguing women, your still the coolest person Ive met =)
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darkmetal017
I like that =) And completely agree with you, yours is a wonderful and true culture, Texas is not much a lot of farm land, gets very hot and dry in the summer, a lot of places to explore though, I am weird every few weeks i will go out for several miles with a soft cloth bag, and collect the bones of fallen animals, I have a skull of a cow,raccoon, coyotes, full skeleton of a snake too, the critters strip the bones dry so it looks amazing and so clean, I go out to the lake a lot swimming for hours, looking at the sun go down with astonishing honesty
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darkmetal017
Well said =) And i appreciate that but you are still very remarkable, and very original, never met anyone like you, and it is a welcome surprise, so tell me more about Brazil and your interests =)
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darkmetal017
Thanks, I truly appreciate you looking at them and taking my word=) I looked at your tumblr and all that you appreciate in this world, and truly take in the wonderful things, you are still a very beautiful person, not just physically but also mentally, their are many facets to you and they are truly wonderful and intriguing, my curiosity urges me to find out more about you, since you are truly unique in a truly wonderful sense =)
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darkmetal017
We are very much alike, but still are differences intrigue me, you know so much about the world and your lack of ignorance is absolutely amazing, you are one of the greats =) Melo Black metal is what I know, I truly appreciate you asking me, I would give Dark Fortress and Ancient Ceremony a listen they are very good and sound good, the bands you listen to are absolutely stunning non of your bands are "sellouts" Pink Floyd, Metallica, Bob Marley Janis, while i cant say i have any of their recordings i have listen ind to them and they sound stunning, Cant say though that I listen to much but Black metal! =)
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darkmetal017
Thanks =) That means a lot, I have nothing but praise for you, It is truly vital to stop and understand another carefully and analyze them, I rarely meet any people like you and when i do it is truly a welcome and honorable surprise =)
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eqsmetal greets
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darkmetal017
Very true words, would expect nothing less from someone as wonderful as you =) Making a change in this world is so important, their are so many facets that are important and need to be changed, I am glad you are one of those people who realize the uselessness of money if you do not realize that their is so much else this world has to offer, truly rare to find someone who looks past all that and is truly welcomed=)
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darkmetal017
Your very welcome =) I have many dreams, but my biggest dream is to explore all that this world has to offer, i have already been to several countries, but their is still so much out their i want to see, The plains of the Serengeti, Angel falls, etc etc, so many places i would like to explore, my other dream which is probably 2nd to my first one is to be successful and live in a beautiful country were i can help it become better and more efficient=) What are your dreams?
