onsdag 19 Maj 2010, 23:47

Alright… I just want someone else to read this. I've been using last.fm for about three years now. I have watched my musical tastes waver I'm obviously partial for BR but these past couple days I have been listening to a lot of adult alternative (Collective Soul, Foo Fighters, Sam Roberts & 8ight Past Nine). Tonight I'm enjoying A Perfect Circle, Tool and probably some Puddle of Mudd and some french stoner punk later. But, I digress…

I want to know if anyone else out there feels like I do. I feel like sometimes mostly nights when I am surfing or watching television before bed. I tend to feel depressive and like the world around me doesn't matter much anymore. I'm folding in on myself and I enjoy my music. Alone, I obviously feel lonely. Is there anybody out there who feels oddly or eerily similar. It's almost as if another person comes out. An emotional state a long for some days, time to contemplate. But, is this normal? or some sort of psychological disorder? Can I really aspire to live in a rock bottom dark grayish world?

Thanks last.fm,

I appreciate in advance anyone who takes the time to read this and comment (or just read).

Brendan