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greycookie
indeed it is.. but it also exposes you more.. your weaknesses... if you are talking about them... so people mostly are afraid to use it
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greycookie
yeah but it's easier to talk in the 3rd... so mostly ppl choose that over the 1st one.. though I can only agree that it's better to talk in 1st than 3rd
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greycookie
oh you mean like "she talks in a 3rd person so she can forget that she's me" is the usual way but when some talks about problems in 1st person it's unusual... did I finally get it? -giggle-
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greycookie
maybe they don't want others to know that the things they say refer to themselves too?
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greycookie
but "you" is the ultimate pronoun.. it's the most usable one when you're talking in general... like you can't say "I" cause that means just me... you can't say "they" cause that excludes yourself and the person you're talking whit and you can not say "he" or "she" as well cause that sets the gender and means that you are referring to only one person... so "you" is the only usable one
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greycookie
but you know being in peace whit oneself.. well for me it means to be and act in the way... you simply are.. that doesn't mean that you can't have inner conflicts... I am a war zone but.. I have realized that that's my way... so I am in peace whit myself though at the same tame my head is a battlefield
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greycookie
happiness is a very blurred therm... it's more about.. being in peace whit oneself
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greycookie
they haven't crystalized yet but you know... it's my life so it's all about how it's more comfortable for me and at the moment being alone and depressed is the most comfortable sate for me I suppose
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greycookie
that's what I've been doing for quite some time now... and slowly but steady I am coming to my conclusions ^^
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greycookie
I could say I am that depressed... it just comes and goes but to be honest... I actually quite enjoy being down... it kinda.. gives me chance to look at things differently.. and I am much more creative when I'm depressed...
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greycookie
you see the thing about therapy is... I strongly doubt that they could say anything I haven't said to myself over and over and over again... I've learned to deal whit it..
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greycookie
like what? go to some doctor so he can put me on pills? I can be good actress if I want to... so they will never know.... they only see what I let them to
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greycookie
I am bipolar... not only in my moodswings... I am bipolar in pretty much everything.. switching from really nice and naive girl to fucked up bitch who hates all is only one way my bipolarity express itself
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greycookie
yeah.. on street as I am walking to meet up whit someone.... sure... and in fact.... it's not helping
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greycookie
hot xD it's sauna here... ohh how I hate it.. but autumn is coming... finally :3
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greycookie
it's funny isn't it... how the nice people always get used and just trashed out while the asshole ones just live on... it's almost like a law of human nature... once again only proves how fucked up this world is... if I would have to chose one world in which to describe this world.. I would say "irony"
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greycookie
ohh and I was never planning to call you emo or anything.. I don't do that it's simply stupid imo
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greycookie
I am not teaching you or at least it never was my intention... I am just saying you know... well if you've been so damaged then why don't you just.. you know take a pause... and I mean.. ohh and I am teaching again I am sorry... you know what.. I won't teach or give advice I'll just say how it is whit me now... I've been quite.. khem... let down by others but now I've just learned how to be alone... you know.... use the loneliness in the way it works for me... but I am just sayin' so...
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greycookie
yeah and then there's always thous people who yes... been trough a lot but because of that get so self centered that thous who give some advice sees likes "oh that dumb ass.. he knows nothing about me.. nothing about my situation how he dears to say something to me" but you know... you know what? you say you are lonely right? then how.. how the FUCK you expect to change that by not going out and meeting people?? no one is going to come after you.. NO ONE is going to find you.... to go out and bee in society is the only way how to meet someone new... someone nice... I dare you try to prove me wrong.... yeah you've been trough some shit... but you're not the only one like that you know.... each situation in specific is different but in general... it's all the same... loneliness is a dessise and the cure is only one.... try to guess what....
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greycookie
well k if it wills hut you up xD just kiddin'.... yeah you are so damn lonely and so damn whiny xD seriously dude... go to some gig... meat up whit friends just get out of the damn house... seriously
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greycookie
you know.. Friday the 13th the day of all evil... I'll have to sadden you I am really no good at massages but I can make a nice cup of tea instead :3
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greycookie
the days was good the day was fine worked quite hard on guitar so my fingers are really tired but otherways it's nothing special... tomorrow is black friday yeeey ^^ so what about yourself? and what's up whit the back?
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greycookie
that's exactly what I mean... as harder you are trying to find something as smaller gets the chance that you'll find it.. but as soon as you stop searching it will just come to you itself ^^
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greycookie
aww you poor thing :-/ don't worry I am sure you'll find a fuckable person in no time.. just stop looking for one ;-)
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greycookie
I am doing... hmm.. it's hard to say.. nothing really... I am fine but I am not... you get what I mean don't you? but it's all right it's all fine ^^ what about yourself? any plans?
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greycookie
they only have one song and I already got it so.. but thanks anyway... the clip was brilliant fitted to the song perfectly and was just my cup of tea ^^ only.. if you don't mind me spilling a little critique in here.. I would have liked to see more character in the camera work... no matter how depressed you are one will never walk only looking straight ahead... if you're depressed you are haunted so surly you'll look behind you.. and in the sky and so on... shake the head to get thous thoughts out of it you know what I mean? but otherways it was indeed brilliant.. I had my headphones on while watching it and it really felt like I am walking the path so.. kudos! great job ^^
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greycookie
yeah ambient bm is great and there's really tons of it to discover but as far as I've reached ColdWorld still stays the best... the song was brilliant I should get some more of thous guys :3
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greycookie
you did? well that's quite cool... just found them in my dsbm folder and realized I hadn't listened to them before.. but they are brilliant.. enjoy their music a lot.. fits the mood perfectly ^^
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greycookie
and guys that are interesting will never try to talk to you... also this is quite true http://i766.photobucket.com/albums/xx306/greycookie/bildes-33.gif
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greycookie
welll you can look under "yaking about pictures" I've posted some a time ago too... I tend to collect more than one and only then post them... but if you want to search yourself you can very well find them here http://weheartit.com/ under tags as "words" "quotes" "text"
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HDS7
Hey, I know we don't know each other, but I'm certain you will appreciate my music, according to what you like on here. You may have heard of my other band Vision Eternel, however this is for my new band: Soufferance, Vision. The debut full-length "Travels Into Several Remote Nations of the Mind" was just released, and I think you would really enjoy it. You can find out more info on the myspace: http://www.myspace.com/soufferance. you can also email me at soufferance@gmail.com
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