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  • Smokin...

    21 jun 2011, 22:07

    I'm quitting it... Really this time... No, I mean REALLY really. Yeah... Just do it.. Stupid. Ugh... This sucks.
  • Mood Swing!!

    14 jun 2011, 00:44

    HAHAHAHA!!! Yay! I'm happy again! Woo- Hoo for me! Sometimes mood swings aren't so bad. :)
  • Weird...

    13 jun 2011, 22:59

    Been feelin weird the last few days... Not good weird... I think it might be a few things buggin me, can't really articulate it at this point.... Super sucks... Wish it would go away...
  • Because...

    6 jun 2011, 20:08

    I think I write all this dumb shit here cause music makes me feel and think about stuff weather I like it or not. And it does get things off my chest a little... Plus no one's ever gonna read this crap or care enough to say shit about it one way or another so that makes me feel alright about putting it here... Probly dumb...
  • Messed up...

    6 jun 2011, 19:18

    I've been thinking about how it really sucks that by the time a person is my age they've pretty much for sure been fucked over by some asshole that said they loved em. And because of all that mess I believe that nothing will ever be as good as it should be once you're ready to give it a try with someone else... It's like, fuck dude... Why fuckin bother? Really sad acctually.... Maybe it's just me.... Wish I had a memory eraser so I could get rid of all that bullshit baggage...
  • Crap...

    2 jun 2011, 22:57

    I'm mean... Knew that, but I've just realized over the last couple days that I'm THOUGHTLESS MEAN. That's so much worse. But what else can you expect from someone who dosen't care about anything much? I really don't... And of the things in my life that I do care about, almost none of them are cared about deeply. It's like I lack the capacity for it... I don't know how to fix it. I don't wanna be like that. I don't wanna hurt the people that love me and that I love with thoughtlessness... Well that's a dumb statement... How can I realy love anyone if I don't care? I wish I knew how to fix me... This sucks... It's like I'm empty and gray inside most of the time and I just put on a face for the world to see. Ah well... This is stupid.