söndag 22 Jan 2012, 8:20

well, nothing great. My alcoholic grandma has just arrived with her problems, with her cigarettes, alcohol and psychic problems…damn it. I just can not look at her. she is just damn pathetic. But still I had to eat dinner with her. it was awful experience. I believe that people should avoid stressful situations…we will live longer than..but sometimes we can't. They are going to stay till evening, and tomorrow my grandpa with his second wife is coming to completely destroy my fathers health. I'm going to shoot myself. I don't know but I feel like learning all those two days without eating anything…god I feel like a criminal in my own house. Sorry, going to vomit now.