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  • new Hoarse ish: WHERE IS THIS, BRUITAL ORGASME

    27 apr 2010, 21:26 av sxesven

    Hear ye!

    It’s about that time. New Hoarse material, peeps. Dig it.


    Where Is This – Fucker (3” cdr, ltd. 30)

    Where Is This? Yes, that’s pretty much what I’m wondering. As soon as Fucker breaks loose I am disoriented – the fuck? Where Is This would seem to be a matter of locus – place – but if you ask me, it’s about a state of mind – which, it seems, is nothing other than loco (en el coco, yes). Within seconds, Fucker transports you straight into Mark Ward’s head, and you’re not sure whether this is a fully comfortable spot at all. Things loom and lurk, then tempt, and then draw you in; sickly sweetness pulling you into full-on harsh darkness. Twenty minutes and a good pummeling later you’re spewed out again – Being Mark Ward; eat that, Spike Jonze – bruised and beaten, destroyed – longing, yearning for another go. Fucker will bring you down.


    Bruital Orgasme – Elle Sait (3” cdr, ltd. 30)

    Elle Sait – She Knows. Seldom a title was both so serene and so haunting. A matter-of-factliness combined with complete uncertainty, and I cannot help but wonder who, what, why. A dozen listens into the track itself I still haven’t managed to figure it out – but in that purest of ambiguity lies, perhaps, the greatest possible beauty. Easily one of the most achieved and intriguing works of the pair of Fil and Nath, who, together, have been unleashing their unique brand of electronic extremities on the world for these last few years. Highly recommended.

    Samples soon, hopefully.

    Both will be available end of the week. €3,50 shipped worldwide for one disc, €6 for both. Trades are okay though I may not be able to ship out then straightaway for lack of funds. Get in touch though, always interested to trade.

    Hoarse future:

    horsing/Zebra Mu – Split (tape)
    Female Harakiri – Dread (tape)
    The Shock Technician/Izanami’s Labour Pains – Gyanroku Rivalry (cdr)
    Dotåbåtå/tar pits – Split (tape)
    Gomeisa – TBA (cdr)
    The next goethe 9000 – A Rousing Story of Blatant Occurrences (cdr)
    The Princess Amen – Aube (floppy)
    Snuff Budgies – TBA (cdr)

    Resident Evil HNW Series future:

    Panic – Bitorez Mendes (3”)
    Where Is This - Barry Burton's Burly Bear Burlesque (3”)
    Richard Ramirez – TBA (3”)
    Dotåbåtå – T-Virus (3”)

    AxemRangers Sarah Michelle Gellar Fuck, The Retarded Girl Britney Spears Incapacitants Justin Bieber Pikachu James Marsters Torturing Nurse The Gerogerigegege Jannes The Cherry Point Vomir Christophe Beck Amber Benson Deicide Bachir Gemayel Dead Body Collection Boar Anthony Coleman The Rita Sendot Sklin Wolverine Carcass Evan Parker Normaal Kutschurft Reaching. Merzbow Chinese Church Charmander Penis Vagina
  • new FEMALE HARAKIRI, REACHING./WOLVERINE CARCASS, SENDOT SKLIN

    21 jan 2010, 15:19 av sxesven

    The first 2010 Hoarse batch is here... well, it will be here early February in any case. Holla.


    Sendot Sklin - The Black Mausoleum (3" CDr)

    First label release of this Dutch project. Formed from the ashes of Granuloma Inguinale, Dennis of Sendot Sklin has scraped all those ashes together, and the rubble and the junk and the scraps, and has been melting them all together to shape sounds as fresh as they are rotten to their very core. The Black Mausoleum is comprised of a single, nearly 25-minute track that starts out as a cold, eerie drone that steadily yet uncontrollably wraps round and round itself to start dipping into atonality, distortion, and onwards and onwards, and the eerie drone develops into a full-blown eerie stream of noise, and it's blissful and divine and haunting, ghostly, unstoppable. Quite simply, a fucking masterpiece.

    3 minute excerpt


    Reaching./Wolverine Carcass - Collaboration (CDr)

    Reaching.

    Wolverine Carcass.

    Win.

    3 minute excerpt


    Female Harakiri - Chainsaw Majini (3" CDr)

    The first in a new subseries on Hoarse dedicated entirely to Resident Evil themed harsh noise walls. Japanese hnw-unit Female Harakiri has recently started gaining some attention and praise, its excellent label debut Glorious Death on No Hotel having been described as "not HNW [but] HARSH NOISE WALLS". Chainsaw Majini is just along those lines; ultra harsh, ultra brutal, crumbling, a vicious wall of unforgiving crackle, its atmosphere perfectly fitting and amazingly evoking the grimness of Resident Evil 5, a dried out, saturated, murderous darkness. As the track unfolds, you can almost feel the anonymous chainsaw-bearer jamming the screaming teeth of his blood-stained weapon into your throat. Violent, sinister, nightmarish. Great.

    3 minute excerpt

    €3,50 for the first disc, €3 for each additional disc. Prices include international shipping.

    Upcoming discs:

    Bruital Orgasme - Elle Sait (3")
    The next goethe 9000 - A Rousing Story of Blatant Occurences (CDr)
    Kamikaze Yehoshua Squat - Untitled (CDr)
    The Princess Amen - Aube (floppy disk)
    Dotåbåtå/Tar Pits - Split (2x3")

    and moar. Stay tuned!

    Merzbow Incapacitants Fuck, The Retarded Girl The Gerogerigegege AxemRangers NEELY Volia Ikodora '65 horsing Die Reitenden Leichen Svartvit Torturing Nurse Four Flies Richard Ramirez The Cherry Point The Rita Vomir Flesh Coffin The Shock Technician Boar Zebra Mu Orgasm Denial Smetnja Canada Offers Its Lakes To The Gods Chinese Church Neely at Chinese Church Pikachu Sewer Election male rape group Werewolf Jerusalem
  • new Hoarse releases Dotåbåtå 3", Orgasm Denial 3"

    25 apr 2009, 00:42 av sxesven

    Dear last.fm,

    HOA-014: Dotåbåtå - Undergrowth I (3", ltd. 30)


    (better pic soon)

    “[The […] boom came towards us, deadened by the mist, and heavily rolled away along the low grounds by the river […]” – Undergrowth I collapse into a single image. The first in a series (spread the good news; More is to come!), this disc is the latest document in Dotåbåtå’s steady and fascinating climb towards the perfection of, well, Dotåbåtå. Stripped of all things digital (and recorded directly to cheap two track 1/4” tape), Undergrowth I combines the transparency of analog sound with the density and weight so distinctly Dotåbåtå – wonderful, admirable, unavoidable. Through gradually building drones and occasional eruptions, the piece crawls from an almost soothing lightness to a severe, sharp atonality, crashing into us, crushing us - but we embrace it.

    Edition of 30; white 3” discs in mini DVD-cases with leaf-paper for covers and a small envelope with a picture and insert. Looks and sounds absolutely lovely – easily one of the finest things to’ve come out on Hoarse yet.



    HOA-015: Orgasm Denial - Just Like Honey (3", ltd. 20)



    Orgasm Denial has been praised by critics and fellow musicians alike as one of the top singers of his generation. Since the very beginning of his career, Orgasm Denial has been one of the favorites to lead the new generation of Cantopop. He has been described as a breath of fresh air in the HK music scene. Over the last ten years, Orgasm Denial emerged as the leading male singer of his generation, fulfilling his role as an innovator and a leader in the HK music scene, winning prestigious awards one after another. Orgasm Denial has also been successful in his work in the Mandopop scene. He has won numerous awards in both Mainland and Taiwan, most notably Taiwan's Golden Melody Award.

    Edition of 20; white 3” discs in Yellow Trash Bazooka style sleeves.



    As usual, two discs for Dutch people €8, two discs for rest of world from now on only €9. One disc €5 / €5,50. Get 'em while they're hot. Discs will be sent out from next week onward. I'm afraid I have no more back catalogue discs but I'm not 100% sure.

    Stay tuned for more lovely musics on Hoarse: The Shock Technician 3", Boar / Zebra Mu split 3", Fuck, The Retarded Girl <3 AxemRangers 3", AxemRangers / ? split 3", Andreas Brandal 3", a new Ikodora '65 full length, Granuloma Inguinale side project 3", horsing floppy disk, and much, much more!

    Current discography:

    HOA-001: horsing - Changzheng (CDr, ltd. 15, OOP)
    HOA-002: Canada Offers Its Lakes To The Gods - Ciném Nieuw Lin Fa (CDr, ltd. 5, OOP)
    HOA-003: Torturing Nurse - As a Raven (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-004: Fuck, The Retarded Girl - Abuse (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-005: AxemRangers - A Crack in the Concrete (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-006: Dotåbåtå - Failed Forestry (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-007: horsing - GHOSTS (bizcard, ltd. 8, OOP)
    HOA-008: Ikodora '65 - Tappi Auricolari (3", ltd. 15, OOP)
    HOA-009: horsing - The Isseido / Evre Blak (3", ltd. 15, OOP)
    HOA-010: Reaching. – Untitled (3”, ltd. 13, OOP)
    HOA-011: Smetnja – Neurotic (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-012: Reaching. - Blood Is Art (5", ltd. 23, OOP)
    HOA-013: horsing/Ikodora '65 - Stamp Collector/Body Collector (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-014: Dotåbåtå - Undergrowth I (3", ltd. 30)
    HOA-015: Orgasm Denial - Just Like Honey (3", ltd. 20)

    Love,
    Sven

    LHD The Cherry Point Merzbow Reaching. MSBR C.C.C.C. Wolverine Carcass In Cat Hat Pants Incapacitants The Rita male rape group Napalmed Prurient Wolf Eyes Muslimgauze Sewer Election Kazumoto Endo The Gerogerigegege Hanatarash Boredoms METEK Fecalove Con-Dom Consumer Electronics Whitehouse Bastard Noise
  • new Hoarse releases REACHING. 5" and HORSING/IKODORA '65 split 3" out this week

    21 feb 2009, 13:46 av sxesven

    A new month, a new Hoarse batch. Fun discs for youths gone wrong and right alike.

    HOA-012. Reaching. - Blood Is Art (5", ltd. 23)

    (pic soon)

    If Reaching.’s last effort on Hoarse, the Untitled 3”, left you and still, wanting, wanting more, fear not. Slowly creeping black with a fuckton more of shredding slaying material, Evan and Hoarse re-issue last year’s ultra-limited ultra-harsh ultra-assault, Blood Is Art. It’s the voices of thousands of dead gods, channeled through pedals and speaker wires, collapsed into a wreck of rock ‘n roll former self, a bloody sea of hack-and-slash noise. Blood Is Art is no holds barred Reaching.; love songs for holy mountains and deep sea kingdoms, as loud as possible. Phenomenal.

    Spray-painted discs in silver-veined jewelcases with black-and-white insert. Limited to 23 copies.

    HOA-013. horsing/Ikodora '65 - Stamp Collector/Body Collector (3", ltd. 20)

    (pic soon)

    Thirty minutes into the film, the graphic sex grinds to an abrupt halt; the girl, tied in rope, gets a bat to the head; flinches, faints, wakes up to find herself half-wrapped in bandages. Unnamed penis #1 is holding a bonesaw and takes it to her ankle, saws the foot off routinely, slow. Screams leak into the mix; unnamed penis #2 grabs a scissor, pulls out her tongue, cuts it clean off. The ho-hum of the saw and a static gurgle only remain. Dedicated to Unnamed Body #1. The horsing cut is a new venture into the avant-jazz stylings of Changzheng, now sans sax and incluis interminable wall noise. Ikodora ‘65’s side is rumbling harshness and cut-up sickness; broken sounds and manic noise blasts throughout. Good times.

    DVD-cases with Viet Nam social realism stamps on linen paper with insert. Limited to 20 copies.

    As usual, two discs within the Netherlands €8, elsewhere €10. No back catalogue titles available at the moment, sorry.

    Hoarse discography

    HOA-001: horsing - Changzheng (CDr, ltd. 15, OOP)
    HOA-002: Canada Offers Its Lakes To The Gods - Ciném Nieuw Lin Fa (CDr, ltd. 5, OOP)
    HOA-003: Torturing Nurse - As a Raven (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-004: Fuck, The Retarded Girl - Abuse (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-005: AxemRangers - A Crack in the Concrete (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-006: Dotåbåtå - Failed Forestry (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-007: horsing - GHOSTS (bizcard, ltd. 8, OOP)
    HOA-008: Ikodora '65 - Tappi Auricolari (3", ltd. 15, OOP)
    HOA-009: horsing - The Isseido / Evre Blak (3", ltd. 15, OOP)
    HOA-010: Reaching. – Untitled (3”, ltd. 13, OOP)
    HOA-011: Smetnja – Neurotic (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-012: Reaching. - Blood Is Art (5", ltd. 23)
    HOA-013: horsing/Ikodora '65 - Stamp Collector/Body Collector (3", ltd. 20)

    Forthcoming:

    HOA-014: Dotåbåtå - Undergrowth I (3", ltd. 30)
    Orgasm Denial
    & more!

    Fuck, The Retarded Girl Dotåbåtå AxemRangers horsing Ikodora '65 Canada Offers Its Lakes To The Gods MSBR C.C.C.C. The Cherry Point The Rita Incapacitants Merzbow Masonna Torturing Nurse Hado Incentive Mazagene Muslimgauze Napalmed The Gerogerigegege Kenji Siratori LHD John Wiese Kazumoto Endo Killer Bug Hijokaidan Sewer Election The Haters Violent Onsen Geisha Whitehouse Full Metal Jew Fecalove Wolverine Carcass Apocalyptic Youth METEK Abortus Fever In Cat Hat Pants Aurist Atrax Morgue Kiyoshi Mizutani
  • new Hoarse releases REACHING. 3" and SMETNJA 3" out this week

    22 dec 2008, 16:34 av sxesven

    We're nearing the end of the year again and, like any end of any year, this means good times. Stuffing your tummy for whatever excuse you'll need (Christmas, Hanukkah, none maybe), spooning in front of the fireplace with your loved one, making snow puppets & also a Meat Puppet to declare your love to Kyle. On top of all that there's two new discs out on Hoarse which may serve as your theme tunes for all that stuffing & spooning & sculpting.

    HOA-010: Reaching. - Untitled (3", ltd. 13) GONE, GET IN TOUCH WITH EVAN FOR A COPY



    Punctuation is important. We all know it. A comma may serve as the saving grace disambiguating between what may be a silly girl with a silly name, or the explicit command/desire/infinitive form (strike through what does not apply) of copulating with said silly girl. A period may help us distinguish between Reaching. (hello, Evan) and reaching. Moreover, said period distinguishes between bad-ass and never-heard(-of). As if to say that Reaching. is your favourite 00’s PE (+ noise, + ambient, + what-not) project isn’t enough, your friends and family will be thinking you’ll be confirming its bad-assness every time you utter it (or that you’re talking in telegram speech): Reaching period. Such digressions aside, however, this new disk by Reaching. is phenomenal enough yet again to have me reaching-period-ing all through Christmas this year. Appropriately titled Untitled (the dissection of name-giving versus the composition of sound), the disk has four compositions as diverse as the overall thing is cohesive. Ranging from Field Action to Harsh Boys and picking up silly girls with silly names and sweaty firefighters somewhere in between, this is, quite simply, a bloody excellent joyride through hail & snow & these dark days. Hot.

    Limited to 13 copies. White discs housed in plastic sleeves. Black crafts paper as covers with silver bones hand-drawn onto them. As usual, every copy is unique.

    HOA-011: Smetnja – Neurotic (3”, ltd. 20) 1 COPY LEFT



    I’m not much for cliché expressions, but I just can’t help myself this time. Everything good comes in pairs, and it does. To exemplify: boobs, buttocks, testicles, the new Hoarse releases. To be honest, the word ‘central’ is well on its way out, if you ask me. Semantically I think we can all agree that the centre is where things are happening, but if you’ve ever been to Rotterdam Central Station you’ll agree that there’s not much happening that’s not in the way of shooting up heroin and trying to pawn off stolen bicycles. In Conrad’s Heart of Darkness, Marlowe travels into the heart of the Congo (the centre of Central Africa, I’m just saying) yet all he finds is utter darkness and misery. From the sounds of it, Central Europe is contending for #1 destroy-oh-boy fucked-up spot in the world’s rank list. Smetnja’s Neurotic disk starts out as completely fucking deranged and then quickly degrades even further into various shades of lunacy & mad-crackerosity. Completely intense, completely genius, completely neurotic.

    Wrapped in calm & soothing artwork to provide just that relief you’ll need. Twenty shots of a Japanese summer.



    Copies can be ordered through me as long as I have them; get in touch with Evan or Burek when I’m out. Prices: Dutch customers one disc for €5, two for €8; international customers one disc for €6, two for €9. That includes shipping! Copies are being prepared as you read this so shipping out from early next week.

    Stay tuned for more Hoarse goodness in 2009. Upcoming are, at the very least, another Reaching. disc (a CDr this time: Blood Is Art re-issue), a horsing & Ikodora’ 65 split, an Ikodora ’65 full-length, an Orgasm Denial 3”, requiem floppy disk, and much more.



    Current discography:

    HOA-001: horsing - Changzheng (CDr, ltd. 15, OOP)
    HOA-002: Canada Offers Its Lakes To The Gods - Ciném Nieuw Lin Fa (CDr, ltd. 5, OOP)
    HOA-003: Torturing Nurse - As a Raven (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-004: Fuck, The Retarded Girl - Abuse (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-005: AxemRangers - A Crack in the Concrete (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-006: Dotåbåtå - Failed Forestry (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-007: horsing - GHOSTS (bizcard, ltd. 8, OOP)
    HOA-008: Ikodora '65 - Tappi Auricolari (3", ltd. 15, OOP)
    HOA-009: horsing - The Isseido / Evre Blak (3", ltd. 15, OOP)
    HOA-010: Reaching. – Untitled (3”, ltd. 13)
    HOA-011: Smetnja – Neurotic (3", ltd. 20)

    Forthcoming:

    HOA-012: Reaching. – Blood Is Art EP (CDr, RE, ltd. 25)
    HOA-013: horsing / Ikodora’ 65 – Stamp Collector / Body Collector (3”, ltd. 20)
    Orgasm Denial
    & much more

    Fuck, The Retarded Girl Dotåbåtå AxemRangers horsing Ikodora '65 Canada Offers Its Lakes To The Gods MSBR C.C.C.C. The Cherry Point The Rita Incapacitants Merzbow Masonna Torturing Nurse Hado Incentive Mazagene Muslimgauze Napalmed The Gerogerigegege Kenji Siratori LHD John Wiese Kazumoto Endo Killer Bug Hijokaidan Sewer Election The Haters Violent Onsen Geisha Whitehouse Full Metal Jew Fecalove Wolverine Carcass Apocalyptic Youth METEK Abortus Fever In Cat Hat Pants Aurist Atrax Morgue Kiyoshi Mizutani
  • new Hoarse releases: Dotåbåtå 3", horsing 3" OUT THIS WEEK

    17 nov 2008, 12:40 av sxesven

    Find yourself engulfed once more in those lush sounds we put out here at Hoarse... these are doozies alright.

    HOA-006: Dotåbåtå - Failed Forestry (3", ltd. 20) get in touch with Carey for a copy

    First up is the guy whose pen name (pedal name?) Dotåbåtå I still can't seem to type with any ease. Japan may have been the Mecca for noiseheads for ever so long already, but move over Japanoise: Australianoise is here to kick your fucking hipster, been-there-done-that ass. First we were blessed with Australian Fuck, The Retarded Girl's incredible Abuse 3" (which still stands as my favourite noise record this year), in addition to a ton of other (excellent) releases by this "unstoppable fucker", now there's Failed Forestry by that other talent from down under (i.e., yes, Dotåbåtå). I feel like a bastard for having sat upon this for so long (getting the release done has been taking forever) because this must be heard. Perhaps you missed out on the cassette split with Fuck, the Retarded Girl on Cantankerous (limited to 10 only, amazing material), here's your chance to make up with your own conscience and record collection (which has been giving you the Eye ever since). Two tracks with a pervasive sense of doom and gloom, (s)low rumbling destruction. If there ever was a suitable title for a release, this is it. A thousand rotting logs and a guitar dragged through foggy swamps recording the voices of dead trees & buried corpses polluting the soil. Bloody awesome.

    Limited to 20 copies (gone = gone forever). White 3" CDrs in a plastic sleeve with dark artwork to suit the sound. Twenty rotting tree trunks and dead branches and other instances of failed forestry in dark gray and black.





    HOA-009: horsing - The Isseido / Evre Blak (3", ltd. 15) final copy RESERVED

    In addition to Dotåbåtå's disc, there's also a new horsing out. Changzheng gave you psychofuckingfreakyfreejazznoise, GHOSTS was an almost meditative piece, silent and introspective. The Isseido / Evre Blak is completely different. Harsh feedback noise throughout, smeared over recordings of women getting the pulp beaten out of them: whimpers, screams, angry Japanese fellers; everything you need for that quasi-snuff experience. Based heavily on Japanese shock movies in sound, the artwork is likewise based on classic gore cinema from the land of the rising sun. Fifteen stills from the classic Naked Blood converted into blood-red Rorschach ink blots. Complete with Xeroxed insert with latex bondage/SM picture. One sick puppy, this one.



    As usual, both new releases are €8 for Dutch customers and €10 for International customers (that includes shipping) for the TWO (i.e. you get both discs for that). Cool trades also welcome. I'm running out of copies fast (if I'm not mistaken down to my last copy of Dota, a couple for horsing), so if I'm out of the Dotåbåtå disc you can also try Carey, who will also have a bunch of copies. Payment as usual via Paypal, cash or (only for Dutch customers) bank transfer.

    Still available on Hoarse:

    just these two, rest is OOP atm!

    Current discography:

    HOA-001: horsing - Changzheng (CDr, ltd. 15, OOP)
    HOA-002: Canada Offers Its Lakes To The Gods - Ciném Nieuw Lin Fa (CDr, ltd. 5, OOP)
    HOA-003: Torturing Nurse - As a Raven (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-004: Fuck, The Retarded Girl - Abuse (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-005: AxemRangers - A Crack in the Concrete (3", ltd. 20, OOP)
    HOA-006: Dotåbåtå - Failed Forestry (3", ltd. 20)
    HOA-007: horsing - GHOSTS (bizcard, ltd. 8, OOP)
    HOA-008: Ikodora '65 - Tappi Auricolari (3", ltd. 15, OOP)
    HOA-009: horsing - The Isseido / Evre Blak (3", ltd. 15)

    Forthcoming:

    HOA-010: Reaching. - Untitled 3"
    HOA-011: Smetnja 3"
    HOA-000: requiem floppy disk

    Future:

    Ikodora '65 / horsing - Split
    AxemRangers / ? - Split
    Ikodora '65 full length
    Granuloma Inguinale side project 3"

    Other stuff you will want to check out:

    horsing - Black Tiger CDr (Dirgehead)
    Cantankerous Records: Dotåbåtå, Reaching. & more out soon
    AxemRangers - Two Stories C30 (Cracked Bat Tapes)
    Fuck, the Retarded Girl - Meat Puppet C30 (Cracked Bat Tapes)

    Merzbow The Gerogerigegege Hanatarash Incapacitants Masonna Hijokaidan New Miracle Force C.C.C.C. MSBR The Cherry Point The Rita Boredoms Aube Whitehouse Consumer Electronics Government Alpha Torturing Nurse Prurient
  • Most depressing Ayu song ever?

    6 feb 2006, 05:20 av Taishaku

    I must say the thing i love most of ayumi hamasaki is that unlike other pop singers her lyrics are always written by herself, always showing her true feelings and emotions that any (heartbroken) fan can relate to.

    My favourite sad love song by Ayu is Two of us, but not the poppy original version. I think it's one of her worst original songs, but... have you ever heard the "Hal's mix" found on the 'Kanariya' single??? It totally kicks the original version's arse. Maybe i don't like the original version because it is too "happy", and i love the Hal's mix because it represents the song lyrics beautifully.

    Two Of Us (Hal's Mix)
    Lyrics: Ayumi Hamasaki
    Composer: Daisuke Miyachi
    Arranger: Akimitsu Honma

    I was dreaming a happy dream that I was sleeping in your arms.
    Then I woke up and noticed my loneliness, and started to cry.
    The faded sofa, the 2 cup set,
    and the too-wide bed. I'll get rid of them sometime.

    It's not that I loved you because I wanted you to love me back.
    Even though I knew, even though I slept alone,
    The song we liked, the movie we saw,
    Without forgetting, still somewhere
    I was expecting them tomorrow.

    Then I tried calling you just once.
    The woman who answered had a nice voice.
    Even the voice that calls your name, the fingers that stroke my hair,
    the eyes that have become clear, are already far away.

    Laughing together, bumping into one another,
    together we believed. Now I'm alone.
    I want to meet you once more. I can't meet you twice.
    I understand. Nowhere
    can I expect anything.

    Laughing together, bumping into one another,
    together we believed. Now I'm alone.
    I want to meet you once more. I can't meet you twice.
    I understand. Nowhere
    can I expect anything.

    It's not that I loved you because I wanted you to love me back.
    Even though I knew, even though I slept alone,
    The song we liked, the movie we saw,
    Because I'll forget I'm
    not expecting anything anywhere.

    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

    Credits: http://ayumi.primenova.com


    I always cry while i listen to this song and read those lyrics at the same time...

    :(